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Who’s Crazy Now?

In case you didn’t know, today’s an annual day of leisure. This winter has taken a toll on everyone around me. We’ve done emergency trips to the pharmacy in between snow storms to pick up supplies for Mom; we’ve raced to the market to stock the fridge. We shovel, dig out cars, nurse our aching muscles. But today, we have only one task: Catch the wild spirit of the 2014 Polar Bear Plunge!

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Every year we see some great costumes. This year my boyfriend observed that we had a lot more bikinis. (I wonder why he noticed that?) The prettiest of the jumpers was the pink flamingo pictured below.

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We searched but could not find the guy with the giant tattoos who jumped in four or five times last year. But we did identify one Plunge fanatic who made three jumps today in nothing but a blue Speedo. It’s the kind of event that brings out the crazy in everyone. Take a break and have a Happy Plunge Day!

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Dementia Foils the Best Laid Plans

Some ideas nag at you until you finally act on them. Last September I was angry with myself because I never got around to driving my mom to the beach for a day. When she was younger, she loved the ocean.

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Every year she spent a week at Cape May before the Memorial Day tourists arrived. She returned again after the Labor Day crowds were gone. Over the course of her life, she went on whale watches and dolphin cruises around the Atlantic and North Pacific. Though she didn’t learn to swim until she was over forty, she was mesmerized by water.

One of Mom’s favorite expressions was, “Timing is everything.” If I had listened sooner to that little voice telling me to take her to the Jersey Shore, things might have worked out better. Instead, I took her this past week and the experience defied all expectations — in a negative sort of way.

I honestly thought I had it all figured out. Ice, cooler, water bottles, car snacks, beach chair, SPF 30, blanket, towels, sunglasses, etc. I played old Beatle songs on the drive to New Jersey and got her clapping along. By the time we arrived at the beach, she could almost sing the entire line: “We all live in a Yellow Submarine.” Success ended the minute we got out of the car.

Walking the plank ramp to the boardwalk took nearly 20 minutes. She just couldn’t see or understand how to walk on the boards that had once been so familiar. My arms were loaded with stuff, so I propped one of her hands on the metal bannister and took her other one in mine. Two very kind ladies stopped to carry some of my paraphernalia so I could focus my energy on helping mom. She barely made it to the railing where the ocean was visible at last. I sat her down to take a rest, then tried to figure out how I could possibly shorten her trip back to the car. I was so grateful for the help of passing strangers who sensed the weight of our distress. Finally, I got Mom to the car and took her to a beach restaurant for lunch.

From there she could see the waves and hear the seagulls. But she hated the cool breeze that was such a treat for all the other customers. Her meal of fresh fish was unfamiliar and I had to coax her to eat tiny bits of the flounder and potato salad she would have wolfed down in years past. Nothing about the day resembled the dream I’d harbored for so long. No bliss, no smiles, no final happy memory of a day at the beach with Mom.

By the time we started back, I felt like the demented one. My dream was too selfish and didn’t fully account for my mother’s limitations. About halfway through the drive home, she was happy again as the Beatles played. When one song ended, she turned to me and asked, “About the water…. the time with the water? Is that over now?” — as if she wanted to go back again. I thought I would scream. But I didn’t. I nodded my head and cranked up the Beatles. They were four guys from Liverpool with the world’s best sense of timing.